Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Yep, that's how cruel love to me. Totally. Don't hate love, never give up on it bcause who might know someday you might deserve a lot better 'Love & Soul Until Death Do Us Apart'. And no regrets. *wink*
As I look back on all that's happened. Growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me and there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you still maybe. The past may be gone forever and whatever the future holds, the reality make the memories of tomorrow. So, it is with all my heart hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other like before and for whatever the future may hold. May our separate life brings full of happiness and prosperity. GoodLuck ! (:
