.A Sudden Thought.

Sigh.. I dunno y its just suddenly.. well actually i just browsed almost all of my pics in the FB albums..trying to get rid of my boredomness. Pity. Then while i was browsing this 1 album of Euphoria's (my school batch), ttbe je trase cm rndu sgt2 my good ol' days mse kt school dulu2 kala. Especially my closest friends and buddies. Sigh~ then i pn maen2 la usha some of my batchmates nye pics album. Mostly of them smue currently studying in overseas. Aussie,NZ,Canada,UK etc. at 1st i felt cm HAPPY to see them yg finally dh stepped their foot kt sne which somehow dats wus like a part of OUR dream mse stdy kt school dulu. Getting scholarships and get offered for overseas studies and all dat lah..I pnah la gk cm rse devastated sgt2 for not pushing my studies very hard mse time SPM dulu however by now i shud be regretting yang i dah dpt msk UNIVERSITY amek Degree dah.. Alhamdulillah. But its just by a sudden thought pasal getting a great chances to pursue studies abroad laa kan. Who else yg tanak grab chance ni kan? I did applied all scholarships but bukan my rezeki. Not to say my SPM results was totally "CRACK" but still okey la cume they deserved more than me rite? (:  tah, maybe i can say i am a bit envy la di sini, tgk some of my besties dpt g sne and get a good education environment. and still cannot be compared dgn local universities la kan which somehow kt sana a lot more better compared to us. Cume sometimes there are still the Pro's and Con's stdy sana and sini jugak..but nevermind, it was just a thought for today saja..

Maybe i deserved here more afterall, hope i can be more successful in future and if boley nk gk sama standard dgn dorang kan althou i taw surely hard sgt2 la kan nk achieve aim tuu. HA HA HA! 

Nak kata nyesal ttbe ta bole la sbb dh Too Late en, so just keep on going je la with my current life skrg. *WINK*~